// I have come to tell you tales…//

Hey guys!

Sorry for not blogging in ages, this is simply because i’ve been busy with life in the outside world etc and i have been busy with the boyfriend to even know what is going on anymore :P but i do stay active on fb seeing as it comes with me where ever i go. Anyway i shall recap u with what is going on with me and a bitch sesh and we should be all sweet.

First off, im still in tafe, i should be done this year and then i be job hunting and getting my life together. Life with the boyfriend is great.. so far.. we see each frequently hang out, be idiots, be in love etc .. you know the usual lovey dovey shit..

Family life is some what okay, but certain family members piss me off and just irritates my skin.. i dream of moving far away from certain people and just surround myself with people i love and make me happy. All i know is i don’t belong in this family.. i feel very different when im around my family.. like im the missing piece but i don’t fit in that spot..I see everything that goes on and notice things but i dont say anything..

As some of you know.. bitching is my hobbie, and if i couldnt bitch i would be very pissed off!! 

Anyway other news.. i have conform to loving one direction and i have my eyes on louis <3 but he happily taken and so am i and i dont want that to change for the world xD

Well that all from me today and to cheer myself up im going to put a 1D pic up xD

// Kaine :)//

This blog is just me boasting and bragging about my wonderful boyfriend!!

Well where do I start? the fact that his the most fantastic boyfriend i’ve had ever in my life and the fact that i want to spend the rest of my life with him!! Knowing that you have found the one is kinda the best feeling you can get, it a scary feeling but it amazing to know you have found someone so perfect to spend your life with! He the smile to my face he still makes my heart skip a beat when he kisses me and the most awesome thing is he accepts me for me and doesn’t want me to change.

His family like me as far as i am concerned and his mates don’t mind me… i think i have offically found the one. I can’t imagine spending my days with anyone else but him! I thank all my ex bf for showing me that you are not the one and being such pricks, jerks and arseholes to me!! Without you showing me i wouldn’t  be able to find my perfect man kaine!

I will keep this blog short cause i know you guys get the picture but to round up with what im saying is I LOVE KAINE! :)

// First day of tafe classes//

So today is the first day of tafe classes,i am scared and some what nervous. Seeing as im the only girl in the class!!

I just wish everything goes smoothly in class!!

// New year,New semester!//

So i have started my tafe course this month and as much as im eager to learn i am also dreading all the work that i will have! I mean i got so use to doing nothing when now i have to get up early and get public transport etc!

The main thing im worried about is not having enough time in the day/week to see kaine! Seeing as he and i will be busy from now him working extra shift and me at tafe 3 days a week! i will die if i dont get to see my baby!

im sure we will work something out. On other news, valetines day is coming up and it will be my first with the bf!

Anyway that all from me! catch ya later xx

// Regretting the past//

So i’m sitting here at my aunt place in the room alone in the dark, regretting certain things in my life, i guess what is done is done and i have to move on.

The main thing i regret is dating Mike, i know our relationship was a learning experince and such but to think back on it how could i be so blind to see how he did not treat me that well, yes he didn’t treat me like a princess and such. But to see that he only thought about himself and no one else! I know his family didn’t like me, they didn’t seem to fond of the asian type in there house hold!

I’ve never been on to bitch about a ex or talk about a bf on and on to someone, unless i don’t remember but i think i should of sat down with a few friends and had a good bitch about to them and release all this unwanted stress and feelings!

I do admit Mike does, wonder in my mind and i think about if he does think of me now and again or he has removed me from his mind completely and have no memories of me! I regret not punching him in the head and saying fuck you, you piece of shit!! And kick him in the balls! But during that time when he was breaking my heart, i felt lost, hurt my world come crashing down around me, everything that seemed so perfect to me just sorta all disappeared! I don’t ever want to return that feeling ever again!

Now to more brighter and better things in my life,my current boyfriend… Kaine is the best thing that has ever happen to me in a while, i now realise that Kaine treats me like a princess and he actually cares about me. He doesn’t care how i look outside and such but accepts me for me. Everything that i lived for once before has now return, my prince charming, my knight in shining arm our has once be found. My heart is filled with warmth and joy, he has mended my heart again and given me hope on life and men again!

He may not be the hottest man on earth but his heart is gold, everything about me makes me smile, i get butterflies when we kiss, i shiver when his arms are around my waste, i love being in his arms. I can go on and go on about everything that i love about him but it just take me forever!

I am thankful that i have found such a perfect boyfriend, and he is definitely a keeper!! Kaine if you are reading this know that i care about you so so much, you mean the world to me and i can’t wait to have more awesome and cute times together!!

Much Much love your girlfriend Angel :)

So that all from me tonight, and quick update on my life, besides the bf everything is going good.. and i enrol for tafe soon so many more stories to come!!

Ciao  

// Happy new year!//

In a few more hours another year will be done and dusted.. and sitting here in my room reflecting on my year i must say it been a some what intresting and great year!

I will never regret anything in 2011 but cherish every moment i had, all the people i have met and the friends i have made i thank you for being in my life :) 

I will keep this short and simple but as 2012 comes it way i wish everyone a happy new year and enjoy every moment! Please take care and have fun guys!

Love Angel!! 

xxoo

// Life!//

I haven’t blogged in a while simply because things have been happening and i just haven’t had the time to sit down and rant about my life.

So to catch u up with my life, i’m still single but crushing a guy atm which i think he would be my next boyfriend seeing as we both like each other. Family life is good so far, besides mum disability but everything else it all good :)

I had my sister from another mother come to Australia for a bit which was good, took her out to the city and shops :) heaps fun and i got pressies from her for my birthday which was really sweet of her :D

Life atm is going smooth, but i don’t want to jinx it atm so that all im saying oh btw i have to wait 2012 to enrol for cert 3 in I.T excited but nervous at the same time :D hope all goes well for me in 2012!!

That all for now but i should be back soon 

take care munchkins :D